-brendenchia

2009-07-21T04:19:00.001-07:00

2009-07-18T21:02:00.001-07:00

2009-01-15T07:47:00.001-08:00

this blog is dead already!

2008-08-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

i suddenly feel like blogging again....
today while i was walking to the MRT i started thinking what i have been doing this past few mths...

i have been slacking
to be exact for almost 6 mths!!!
other than sleeping, eating, going town, and BAND!!
i have not been doing anything at all.
all my friends are either in NS, studying or working
all this while i am slacking...

i don't think i would want to go through this in my entire life again
so time and $$ wasting
luckily i had some odd jobs to get by
but i still spend quit

suddenly i feel envious of sumo and jia ming
even though they enter early, at least they are doing something

another 2 more wks before i enter think i just spent this time to relax,
play some oboe
train my slping time (my slping time is screwed up man!)
gym (like running 30min for 2.4 haha!)

i rather be suffering, than slacking
ok ar not suffering, maybe training
for 6paxs, tanning session, holiday.. hahah

but i dun wan to go through this 6 mths again..
NEVER!

another thing i wan post abt...
philwinds concert last sunday
WOAA!!!!

that was the best concert i had played in like.....so many concerts

everyone was so happy and high
i saw in a few ppl's blog that the concert was good la...the singers good la

but i think i need to be in the audience to feel it
so i dun mind being the audience also hahah
but i was happy all the time,
even though i din talk to many ppl
still happy

how i wish nuraziah, diana and YZ came...
but they had musart that day, then i also feel bad asking them to rush down after that
but hidayat and Sue came, hahaa still quite happy ar

all the pieces were pop songs, but w abit of twist here and there
thats why the songs were so interesting
KeWei and Sebastian sang so well too
during the rehearsal, when they were singing, i was so drawn to kewei's voice that i din count my rest
then i turned to ask the piccolo player beside me (Kelly), erm where are we ar ?
i rem she showed me
7, 2,3,4
8, 2,3,4

then she said, you look at girl rite ?
wa so malu sia!!

but she really sang so well
esp Somewhere over the rainbow
even though i heard this song 100000 times alr
i really can feel the music
then my mind, i will drift into this green hill,
with blue birds...
and rainbows...
and you forget about everything
wa i tell you the feeling damm nice man!!
you almost feel like you are in a story book!

then suddenly....ai shit i forget to count..
then you try to estimate roughly you at which part
suddenly you see the clarinets and 1st flute pick up their instruments alr
(i dunno why, when im lost and i see ppl picking up their instruments, i will get stress)
SHIT...im lost!!

thats when i become desperate and start looking ard and asking the nearest person beside me
hahaha

ok thats abt all
bye !!

2008-08-17T11:13:00.000-07:00

can you imagine, i know this song only because of band?
is actually quite nice, and in the band piece, its a trumpet solo
i'm not sure who played it but i he played so beautifully, i hair stand sia...

but too bad we are not playing this piece for this upcoming concert...
what concert ???

this concert... hahaha

instead we might be playing YMCA..but this version is quite tough but much nicer....

there will also be singing, so non-bandERs can also enjoy...
so ppl come ok???

ok ehough of promoting

singapore is finally gotten silver for this olympics,
but then after seeing a video which was an interview on li jia wei
she said, she hope can can win a medal for her country
her country CHINA no singapore !!

"singapore tio owned dip dip" hahaha
i like this comment from hardwarezone forum

suddenly i dun feel so patriotic anymore
is like china vs china like that ar!
i feel abit angry yet sad for singapore
is like we got our medal because of us hiring foreign talent
haaii

i wan to say somemore things but i'm now too tired to blog
maybe i continue tml
nite

2008-08-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

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Theme from The Magnificent Seven

2008-07-13T12:17:00.000-07:00

if any of you guys feel bored go play this game
is damm fun
http://www.nitrome.com/games/skywire2/
trust me... i dun recommend lousy games hahaha

Theme from The Magnificent Seven
see if you guys know this piece not

another nice song

Madonna - Take A Bow

another nice piece
The Dave Brubeck Quartet - Take Five

go ahead and listen to them all are nice hahah
its 3.23 am now
i am too bored alr hahha

2008-07-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

this is damm funny!! hahaha

2008-06-30T08:43:00.000-07:00

my blog is as good as dead already

i just dun feel like blogging already
dunno why also

just feel lazy to log in
then click "new post"
then start typing
then "publish post"
then after that when i look at my blog i think "hmmm i think is not nice to say that"
then go back and edit again
then after that must upload pictures some more
haiyo!!! troublesome sia

anyway i just update stuff

phil winds concert ended abt half a mth ago (hahah thats quite long )
i enjoyed totally
kai tze and chong suan were so pro
just siting beside them i can learn so much frm them alr
i loved dances frm crete

thank you for those that came, i felt quite abit less worried knowing that you all came
and esp haidar, hidayat and sue
thanks
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but i felt i could have played better
feels funny blogging abt sth that happened half a mth ago

this is like the only picture i took
hahah

not like MD like that
we will take 1000 pictures
then after that we won't never look at it again ....

kai tze introduced me to this piece
very nice
is quite a demanding piece for oboe
but they have alot of nice melody
my favourite is the 1 and 3 mvt

hope some of you guys will enjoy

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ok if some of you guys waht to know what i have been doing
to tell you the truth
nothing
hahaha
i mean i left about 2 mths to NS
and i dun really feel like working also
not many companies also looking for ppl who can work for 2 mths also
sometimes i wish band can pay ppl to play

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i sold my creative mp3 and bought a ipod nano
mostly bcoz of the size and has a very easy user interface
so much easier to use than my creative
and i dun use all 30gb also
so abit wasted also
but one thing is that theres no radio
so i need to buy the external thing
waste money only
i like using the podcast also very fun
i can find so many things in the itunes store
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Musart is playing their concert this sat
for more info you guys can visit this link

is 8 mvts and the piece will last throughout the concert
is quite long
but theres alot of nice parts inside
come ok ??
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i went to asiah's engagement party and hidaya's brother's wedding yesterday
i cannot believe my sec classmate is getting married so soon
i dun even have a GF!!!
and she's getting married already
but i wish every her well
her husband is quite handsome
so nevermind ar
hahaha
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my cousin is gg to do a degree in Psychology
it starts today
hope she does well

what degree am i gg to do ?
still cannot decide!!
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jiawei is back in SG
hello!!
free we go out ok ??
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jia ming sumo and brandon (king) is in NS now...i cannot imagine them botak sia
hahaha
esp sumo

i know is quite bad
but i did a fast one
hahahah
sumo dun angry ok ???
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so thats roughly abt all i have to update
dunno when i will update again...
see you!

2008-05-01T10:47:00.000-07:00

being in phil winds has really been an eye opener for me

this band is not like the ones that i have used to join
they are all good musicians
its damm stressful to play there
i think if i want to continue playing in there
i need to start changing my mindset about music
if not then i should not be in there at all

on a lighter note
my enlistment is 12 sept

have not been doing much lately
gg out hidayat and sue
watching Friends
helped w mark's short film

ya thats all

2008-04-03T04:04:00.000-07:00

i realised something,
the brenden that i know 3 years is not not the same brenden now
thats quite sad because i prefer the old brenden

some of my friends that i know frm sec sch are still the same
i envy them

sometimes i wish i can go back in time to the old brenden that i know
i try to recall the things i did in the past
to be that brenden i ones knew
but i can't

everybody changes
maybe its part of life i have to go through
now as i am siting here
waiting for NS
i wonder how the next phase of my life would be like.....

hope its good!

2008-03-19T11:46:00.000-07:00

i just saw this video

this is how you can rig ur character badly and still get away with it
hahaha

2008-03-15T11:47:00.000-07:00

i need to start thinking what i want to do already
i know every step i take now will either be good or it will screw me up
stress la

luckily still got NS
hahah

watch mosaic again today
quite nice
but i still prefer the jam session last year
coz its more jazzy
now i start to feel bass guitar is quite cool

but i think its amazing to see ppl improvising right on the spot
thats the hardest thing to do man

my uncle now having some manpower problem again at his stall
need to help him again this few days
ANYONE want to work in a fruit juice stall in IMM ?????
the stall is called COOLMAN

sorry zhenyang cannot come to ur bday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

tml still got musart in the morning
haven been gg for quite some time
actually haven been playing for sometime also

shit

2008-03-14T10:44:00.000-07:00

ok i am back from thailand...

but who gives a shit right ???
hahah

hello mike!

again i din take much pictures
coz the whole family were taking
go to their blog to see them

one thing that i learnt there is that ah guas are not called ah guas in thailand
they are called ladyboy
hahah
so glam right
but to me they are still bloody ahguas

and i also learnt families are important
no matter how good friends you have
its ur family members that will treat you the best and care for you

have been gg to mosaic music festival
some of music are really good
jazzz blues and rock
all not bad
but no metal
so adrian and jeremy can forget abt gg there
hahah

helped justin with recording some of the concerts
SCO and NTU concert
i think its quite fun
except the packing part
but its sth related to my course
so its good

i hate this man
my father has been working until very late in the morning because of this man!
everyday he come back
black face
bad mood
hai.. so sad

soo ppl if anyone of you sees him
pls.....call the police
and slap his face also!

2008-02-26T09:10:00.000-08:00

ok i am back from taiwan
actually i was back last sunday
but i am just lazy to blog any shit

well no pictures
sorry
hahah

i dun take any
coz my 8 other friends were taking
keep keep take the same pictures over and over again right ??
hahah
yuan jun took alot of pictures
so you all can go to his blog to view
shit i haven link his page yet

aiya no need to look at my blog alr guys
is as good as dead
haha

2008-02-13T08:09:00.000-08:00

hey guys...
i will be leaving for taiwan in abt 12 hrs time
so till then
see you guys!

2008-01-29T21:11:00.000-08:00

have been doing qiute a few things this past week
burn Dvd for talents
musart concert

and
night cycling!
which i came back not long ago
my legs are still screaming
first i had pedal so long on a bicycle
and so scary

2008-01-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

ookkkk.....

i have been thinking alot again lately

about blogging...
y do people blog so much nowadays??

i mean, last time, when there were still no blogs.
people will meet up, or call up friends to talk
talk about anything
about what happen today,
their life at work or at school
anything...

everything is much more closer,

but ever since blogging started ...
i dunno, i feel everything is starting to drift apart

people dun talk so much now
rather they just taggg
"hey! brenden was here! :)"
"brenden has just tag you!"
"take care ok! life will be ok! :P"

i mean seriously!
will you say all this kind of things when you are talking to someone
maybe the "take care ...." one ar
but will you go to someone and say
Hey Brenden was here! :P
Hey you have been tag! :PPPPP

hahhaha
than you run away

personally i dun really like to blog so much
and if i really blog, 80% is just repeated stuff
i suck at expressing myself w words
thats y i envy people who can express themselves well

its not like i got nothing to blog
i got many things to say

MD ar
Musart ar
Oboe ar
Studies ar

(all the same stuff right? hahah)

talking about MD
everybody also got blog about MD rite ?
i see everybody's blog
all also about MD
now i feel stress to blog about it
is like typing a report about what happen
hahaha

okkk
yesss
i enjoyed myself alot
and its been quite a long time since i enjoyed myself in a concert
and playing w all ur fellow friends !
i love tin tin the best
except the last part thing some joker come in early
i also forget who alr
hahaha
its ok
shit happens
i think i also played Ed instead of E natural in Flourish
hahaha
and i still play so loud

ok anyway back,
i got many things to blog about
i think about so many things
but it like when i go to the actual blogger website

i am stuck!

you know when is the time i have the most thoughts ?

when im bathing
or shitting
coz that is the only time i am alone not doing anything
i just thinking
think about what happen today
how i felt abt it

so i was putting on shampoo.....then

"wa today Md leh, so happening"
must blog about it

then when i come into my room,
switch on the com,
log in into blogger.....
and out my hands in the keyboard

errrr
wat did want to say just now?
i know is about MD
but what about MD ?

then i start to say some of the same stuff everybody also say
like

"today is the most enjoyable day of my life!
i love all of you guys the best!
i will miss everyone!
i will never forget SP band
i love SP band!"

i mean you see all of this in everyone's blog right ?
i know their all meaningful msg
but dun you get kind of bored seeing this 45 times ?

i rather tell or talk to you guys about it
i feels much more "connected"
and when you talk to someone
and its much more sincere
thats what i feel

i keep looking back at my post
so messy sia!
it like many many random things i just throw out
this i what happens when you try to remember something when you were shitting 10 mins ago!

sorry guys if you have a hard time reading my post
anything you dun understand
come and ask me!
but before dun forget to taggggg
hhaha

think i rather just post some pictures
but not today
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still dun have the pictures w me yet

but i got some pictures i took w my sister in my laptop

look like some kind of idiot sia

looks like some kind of alien!

i love this picture
its so bloody funny!
hahaa

we were trying to disturb people w long chin
AHAHAH

2008-01-09T04:05:00.000-08:00

sorry guys...

too many things happening
1 more week i need to have to hand in FYP alr
now rushing report
still got ACAN and AAUP
arrrhhhh!

give me one more week!

2007-12-26T09:22:00.000-08:00

actually wanted to blog about what happened during christmas eve
but hai
too lazy to blog it
anyway randy has blogged about in his last post
haha
so anything just read in his blog
thanks randy

suddenly i feel like i miss so many ppl
my sec friends
classmate
sqs band friends (i rem i used to call the seniors "senior" because i was too scared to call by their name) hahah

feel like i have forgotten all about them
i miss all the musart ppl that we use to hang out with

most impt i miss my family
even though i see them everyday
i dun talk to them so much anymore

last sunday
had christmas dinner at my ah ma's house
all my cousins came and we played monopoly
i just feel happy playing w them
i haven had this feel for such a long time
it has been a long time i spent time w them already

everytime its always band band band
concert concert concert
rehearsal rehearsal rehearsal
sick of it!

i use to remember every shuqun concert
everyone would be so excited
we would say the band cheer until the bus uncle would tell us to shut up
hahah

we would all say good luck to each other
all so excited to enter the stage
to see all ur bandmates playing together w you
its a feeling you will never forget

than after concert
spent the night in the canteen because too late to go home already
than we would have christmas exchange session

those were the times!

now my sister is going through the same thing as me
if you see this

"you better enjoy your time now! next time no more already hor"

they having camp today
think i want to drop by tml to visit them
such a long time since i saw them

i think i need to be more appreciative to people who appreciates me already!
is not everyday you get to meet this kind of people
because you dun know when you start to feel like shit and you need someone to talk to
or need help from them

i miss sqs ppl so much!
if you are seeing this blog post

I MISS YOU GUYS VERY VERY MUCH!!

2007-12-21T10:12:00.000-08:00

ok just finished TPO concert today
first time in my life i had 2 concerts in 2 days
tirrrrring sia

well the concert went quite well
its quite interesting to play in an orchestra
i had very very little parts to play
some of the songs, i din even have parts

there was this piece called Magnificat by John Rutter
it has 7 mvts
i only had to play for 4
even some of mvts i only had to play for about 10 bars
thats all
the focus was more in the choir and the soloist singer

less stressful i would say
but i still prefer playing in band

anyway they had this movement called
"Et Misericordia"
it features the soloist
her voice is so beautiful
my hair kp standing during the whole movement

met some new ppl there too
all of them are really good musicians
i feel so lousy when i stand beside them
haha

but than still good experience for me

okkk now
FYP!
and MD!

2007-12-17T09:49:00.000-08:00

i always believe that an oboe sound
is dependent mostly on reed and the player.
the oboe itself is actually not that impt

until i heard the marigaux oboe
it was a guy who sat beside me
the sound is so beautiful

every note that he plays,
sounds like a balloon
big but still so round

and i sat beside him w my carbart oboe
felt like a noob
his oboe was gold plated
my one looks my house keys that kind of metal
tired to polish
but like no use
his oboe was so shiny!
i can see every part of his oboe shine la
nb!

but of coz la
cannot compare
my oboe is only abt 3k
his is abt 16k ok !

16k leh!

you can bloody buy a car already

so anyone think of getting presents next yr.....
i dun mind getting one of that
hahaha

2007-12-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

i just realised most of the composers from phil winds concert were frm the modern era

no wonder their pieces sounds so irritating and hard to play

2007-12-08T01:11:00.000-08:00

ok phil winds concert just ended..
finally no more piano concerto, no more Symphonies Of Wind Instruments
its over

but its a concert i definitely a memorable concert for me
where else do i get to play alongside SSO english horn player ?
and when will you ever see 8 bass drums and chimes playing together ?
and when can you

i cannot imgine SP band members carring those up the stages man
haha

but really playing w an adult band is different w the other bands i had played with
everyone is serious about playing well
and everyone plays well

the culture is also quite different
in Sp band everyone look up to laoban like a god

but over there
is like the most stressful person
even though he tries to remain cool
you can still see his stressed
esp when we were rehearsing
with the attitude problem pianist
she full of problem
feel like spreading kim chee over her face man
hahah

anyway
its good to see so many sp band ppl coming
even though maybe some just came to lao ban and the band
its still nice to see them

ok now is musart and MD

and FYP of coz! haah

2007-12-01T09:51:00.000-08:00

just finished some cultural performance today
not bad..
its was actually quite enjoyable

something interesting happened

after the guys left the band room abt 8.30 like that
we went to Dover mrt
when we were walking past the convention center
there was buffet!
i think its was for the performers coz i saw some of the performers inside

NONE of the guys went in to eat!
none!

this is the first time i see us rejecting food
hahaha
how can they just walk off like that ??
haha

anyway in the end met up w hidayat
we still went inside to eat
food was quite nice
got creal prawn some more
haha

guys wasted man!
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i can't thing straight this few days
so many things going through my mind
sometimes i feel like this last sem is like a strategy game
everything i do.. any step i take can affect the the outcome
esp for FYP
so many things next week
band, band band.

need power again

2007-11-27T07:10:00.001-08:00

phil winds is really a good band....

always feel so stress to be there
but at the same time, when you can play, it feels shiok man!
haha

actually i feel sch is fun leh

despite all the stress
test ( which i only happen to have 1 haha )
assignments
FYP
haha

its really quite fun!

because everyday something new happen...
shoot
recee
voice recording
audio
animation

its always something new that will happen !

like everyday when i wake up,
im excited about whats going to happen
haha

and another thing a love about this course is

that i am blessed with very good talents!

they all act well man!!
sometimes a get stressed because they finish their shots early ,
i dunno what to do next!
ahah

all thanks to:
Cheri
Li ting
Kit Mun
Nico

they all can act so well man!!
their the best!

even though sometimes i will suddenly shout at you guys for nothing
haha
Sorry :(
i just want to do a good job
coz i know we all can do well
haha
hope i dun offend you guys!
we* will all give you all a treat ok ?
i got lots and lots and lots of GREEN TEA!
hahaah

*we as in the whole grp hor!
(look at this carefully)

in the end it will be worth it!
you guys rocks man!

FYP is FUN!
hahah

anyway
Phil Winds is having a concert next Friday which is 7DEC
we are playing:
1812 overture
Jazz Suite
Overture Colas Breugnon (tonguing for this piece can kill haha, but its nice!)
Folk Dances

come ok?

it will be worth it!

heres a sneak preview

enjoy!

2007-11-21T09:17:00.000-08:00

today, my mother told me she found a laptop in front of her stall,
my first thought was
"yes!, we got a free laptop!"

i kept asking her where was it ?

she told me the guy came back to take it already

i was like siannn
no free laptop

than when i was bathing, i suddenly remember about Karma

haven i learn my lesson about Karma already??

losing my wallet
unplugging the bloody power line from the computer 1/2hr before submission

i felt like shit after that

how can i still have such thoughts after all this shit that happened?

i haven learnt my lesson yet

if you gain something somewhere
you will lose something another place
its a cycle

its a cold night tonight
kept drizzling

2007-11-18T09:49:00.001-08:00

my mother is sick now so she went to my room to sleep because my father turn on the aircon in his room and she will be too cold inside

so now i am outside alone with my laptop
its now at 61%
long enough to last me until i slp

tml ACAN pract at 10
need to collect equipment tml also

this whole week will will be a long week for me
many many shoots
good luck man

might even need some reshoot some
will see how again

just came back frm musart and phil winds
hmmm...
what can i say

one band i enjoy playing
another i am constantly stressed

one is only a 10 min bus frm my house
another is almost 45 min if train ride

its different ar
both bands are good

but i rather play in a band enjoy
haha

but i enjoyed this weekend
completely no fyp at all!!
hahah

ok need to go back alr
abt 9 more weeks
and my poly life will be over
HAHAHA

oh ya Happy Birthday Liting!

oh..
for those ppl who has NDS
pls play Orcs and Elves
its a damm fun game
and Contra 4
its really fun

ok nothing much to say...

dragonforce actually has quite nice songs
esp coming out of a band member's mouth haha

jiawei came back to SG alr
quite shocked when i saw her during sectional
coz i was expecting her to come back later
NO ONE told me thats shes coming back earlier
and she still bluff to me that shes going back tml
KNN!
stop bluffing me ok ?
hahah
tired of being bluffed by you...
hahaha

but i also realised how much i can take a person for granted until the person is not around
even though its only 3 months+
haha

culture in SP band has changed so much
i dunno whether to say its a good thing or a bad thing
i think it has both ar

to the yr 2 and 1s who are going to become committee nxt yr:
do what you think is right,
even though sometimes your method of doing may seem wrong to others.
believe in yourself...
if you think its right, just do it
they will understand in the long run

every committee in SP band has the same purpose and intentions:
to improve the band's standard of playing
even though sometimes theres occasional problems here and there
their intentions are always the same

thats what i believe

ok finish

2007-11-16T23:19:00.000-08:00

ok guys i have uploaded some songs inside
not all of them are band songs
mix

listen to the dragonforce: Vally of the Damm
if you wan to relieve stress

band happening sia
again...
hai
just go with the flow ar

2007-11-15T06:27:00.000-08:00

today i learn another lesson:
Karma...

supposed to submit acan today at 5pm

so since i finished almost all my part already so i came to sch abt 1 like that

we all compiled our stuff abt 3.30 - 4 like that

so by 5 we can submit alr.....

than comes the exciting part
just when we about to render the final premier pro file,

i accidentally pull out the computer power plug

the FUCKING PLUG!!

all our work just gone like that!

so huling has to render all the max scene
ALL

and we need to redo the whole premier pro file

by than it was 5.30 like that already

and by the time we finished w everything it was about 8 like that

first time this has happened to me

really....

this is really KARMA!!

2007-11-07T09:19:00.000-08:00

lesson learned:
never leave your oboe too long outside before going into an air con room

kinda disappointed w myself for not playing well
i could have done better...
but whats done is done
cannot turn back time
sorry for disappointing some of the people also
really sorry

maybe i should have practiced more

anyway....

Congrats again to Sumo... you really played well
nobody deserved more than anyone else

back to FYP

2007-10-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

after reading my past posts, i realized i haven been talking about sp band for a very long time.

and i find that every time i want to start blogging about my life in sp band
i can't start. Because i have too many things to talk about and i end up too lazy to talk about it. today i have to type something

i think i will listen to orient express while blogging this
haha
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ok lets start

in the past when i was still in shuqun, band was really something stressful
you have to be in that band to feel the stressfulness
every band pract i went, there will always be someone commenting about someone's sound, tuning, technical skills. Sure there will be something to talk about.
so most of the time, someone will go home feeling depressed.

"wa lao, did i really sound that bad today?,
wa lao, how come i so flat today?
wa lao, y i always cannot play together?"

i was one of them
even though i tried to avoid being commented
i still can't escape
"eh brenden, you sound like shit leh"

to tell you the truth, even now as i am entering the the band room in shuqun, i can still feel my balls shrink, even as an ALUMNI! weak!

when i came to sp band
i knew there will surely be such people in this band
the first practice was the most stressful practice i ever had
i kept looking around to see if anyone was looking at me
.
.
.
i even remembered i specially bought a reed and seasoned it just for that band pract
stupid right ?

but than

ehhhhh

"nobody said anything about me after that band pract leh"
felt quite relieved

"wa, nobody said anything about me leh , HENG ar!!"

we all even can go for dinner and supper together
i felt like i was part of the band
everyone was treated equally
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.
.
that was one of the difference in shuqun
if you suck in playing
you cannot be with the good playing ones
i remember
as a junior
i cannot talk to some of the seniors
because they are BETTER
KNN!

okkk anyway....
2 plus years already,
i have grown to love sp band
because one thing that sp band managed to do make me to that shuqun din't was
for me to be confident.
i dun feel stress when i play
in fact, i enjoy most of the time

i go to sp band now everyday feeling happy and excited
thinking about my friends that i am going to play with, the pieces that we are going to play together.
its really happy and stress reliving.
so what if we cannot play that well yet?
i enjoy playing with them!
right guys?

and some how or rather, we always managed to play well in the end.
so isn't that good also

in shuqun i have to admit its was better,
but because we are constantly under stress
if you din't play well
you are in trouble
running, push up, stand throwing, score throwing, baton throwing
all this are common

but i feel in the end,
how are you going to play a happy piece when you are stressed

imagine a piece like enka
its supposed to happy
but before you even play

"shit, am i going in tune?"
"i must come in together!"
"i must play correct note !"

when the conductor start, you play wrong note
than through out the whole piece you got no mood playing it already
abit shitty right?

but that does not mean i don't care about whether the piece will sound good or not
of cos during rehearsal, i try to play properly
and try to play together as a band
i mean if the audience pay money to come hear us,
this means are sacrificing their time and money to come and listen to us
shouldn't they get what they deserve ?

so this is why i love coming to sp band so much
its fun yet its good

i looking forward to this concert man.

i played orient express back in shuqun when i was in sec 3
and we gave up because there were too little people
and we were still not good enough

now i finally get to play that song!
exciting
hhaha

so ya
this band has changed my attitude towards music and band
i will never regret joining

this is something random
but why do people like to blog like that?
is not like we cannot see it right?
and its always..

i still miss you sometimes or
deep in my heart i still miss you
you are still the one i truly love

HAHAHAHHAAH

we can always zoom in to see it right remember ?

i would rather you....

i still miss you sometimes
deep in my heart i still miss you
you are still the one i truly love

so that they can see it
and maybe they might even resopond to you
you are actually increasing ur chances to have the person replying back to you
right????

sp band is the shit yall!! haha

2007-10-24T08:11:00.001-07:00

ok...

listening to phantom of the opera
doing fyp
oboe
oboe
oboe
i realise that since this is my last semester,
i should do everything i like
before i go into army

oboe
oboe
oboe
oboe...

2007-10-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

many things happened

but too lazy to blog

almost lost my wallet
busy w FYP now
bought dough nuts today w jeremy (the apple was damm good)

learnt from jenny

kaki saya kena sakit... charaena sumbaung terdung banku

(my leg is pain,because i hit it on the bench) hahah

behasa Indonesia has a very unique accent

2007-09-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

i can feel it man
even if is just the first day
we already have assignment due this week
even though is just small
i can feel it
seeing everybody now feels different
compared to year 2
this will be my toughest sem
but i will do my best

2007-09-17T09:29:00.001-07:00

everybody is learning driving now
either they got their license
or they are still learning

i only got my basic theory
and i am too lazy to continue

2007-09-12T10:12:00.000-07:00

i decided to play w the blur tool in phototshop today
since i cannot do it w my camera

bird park w yin ping and xue jia...

still felt not that distinct enough

i like this picture
if you look carefully Ronald is behind
hahah
but thats not the point

finally
my favourite
i have the biggest eyes here

this is what i call distinct
hahah
i should have smiled

anyway if anyone knows how to make a background blur w a digital camera
pls tell me

2007-09-11T00:32:00.000-07:00

Feste Romane

i hope i can play this song

2007-09-10T09:31:00.000-07:00

have been helping my uncle at imm for the past 2 weeks
its really hard work man
its at a fruit juice stall called
"cool man"
just beside crystal jade bakery

its really very very hard work
i know some ppl will think
"wa lao just fruit juice wat, wats so hard about it"
but i tell you
its not the juice making
but preparing if the fruits
there are so many of them
let me name a few
apple (standard)
orange
banana
guava
kiwi
pineapple
starfruit
dragon fruit
lime
mango
strawberry
soursop
honeydew
rockmelon
watermelon
avocado
aloevera
also not forgetting the syrup
cups
lids straws

this is only the juice section
theres still the cut fruit section where i have to out the fruits into plastic bag

so its really really alot of work
but its my uncle's shop
so i dun really feel the burden
sometime i really dun mind helping him
see him working so hard i also feel bad for him

but of cos not all the time
haha

bought a NDS
light blue (ok i know its a bit gay)
which comes together w the R4
i feel there are too many games around
even if i got 100+ games inside
i might just enjoy 1 or 2
need to read more reviews of games before i play them
if not i will be just wasting my time
anyone got any good games to recommend me ?

2007-08-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

finally,
itp is over...

really...
after 4 mths of going to paya labar
then taking bus
then walking there...

its has been quite an experience...
at first when i got there
it was not that enjoyable
to tell you the truth...

but towards the end
i enjoyed myself alot alot
in fact i am starting to miss the people there alot

yinping
lau
william
reina
terrence
suon oon

and of course not forgetting
juan
zhen kai

esp the people in wishing well
i learnt so much from you guys
not just about media
but life skills

hope you all see this msg
thank you
i will definitely miss you guys alot
alot alot alot
haha

now my laptop is not with me
so is quite troublesome to post the pictures
ill post them another time

yesterday went japanese carnival at some japanese school
quite hppening
esp with such a big school

and i found something interesting
is actually hard to find the difference between a japanese and a chinese
esp everyone is wearing the same traditional japanese costume

you have to wait for them to talk than you will know
if you see some one say " HUH?"
hahah
thats a Singaporean

is almost like i went back to japan
so many japanese there.

anyway xiao bai sent us home after that

and i stupidly left my wallet and hp inside his car
stupid

now i have to find a time to go to his house

this was the song wishing wishing well sang when we were at kbox the other time
i just love it
esp the setting is just so beautiful

Everything- Misia

enjoy

2007-08-14T19:20:00.000-07:00

Basically what i have been doing for the past 4 mths+

2007-08-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

nice!

2007-08-08T09:03:00.000-07:00

today i took almost 3 hrs to go home frm work
the longest
coz took bus
changed 3 buses

first took 80 to hougang
wait about 45 mins near my work place
siao

than took 161 to woodlands
about 50 mins like that

than took 187 home
another 1hr

i think this is better than having to stand and squeeze in the MRT
so many people

got more time to sleep also
but the air con was so strong
is not the cold temp
but the wind that is strong
as if there are a lot of people in the bus like that

anyway

enough if my adventure in the bus

haven been playing my oboe for a very long time
recently asked my mother to help me buy a reed

she bought me a jones medium scrape
personally i dun really like it
the tip is too soft and the back is too hard
dun feel comfortable playing it
but i think i will try this time
ok

recently read this book
Tuesday with morrie
is not too long
and after 3 years
i manage to finish book
haha

i like story
its about a man who despite was goind to die
gave his ex student a lesson about life
and the book is about these lessons
about family
forgiveness
money etc
some of the lessons are very true
so for those people who wants to read a good book
go read it

ok enough about my boring life already
ndp tml
bye

2007-07-23T01:33:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like blogging.. .
even though i am in office now

going off quite soon
1/2 hr more
going to objectifs to return the camera equipment
we just finish our short film
went quite smoothly
now we need to start editing and i need to start thinking of the music for the film
busy

jiawei left to Australia yesterday
i will miss you man
even though i dun always meet up with you recently
.
.
now we only left the guys
not sure how things will out
we shall see

NDP getting more more nicer
i can finally see the full picture already
i also starting to get the hang of using the camera
looking forward to NDP
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.
.
i really have been thinking
really thinking very hard..
should i continue with oboe
im having MD rehearsals during FYP

my friends already told me to stop band coz project is more important
you know in the past when your seniors tell you
"dun blame your studies in band"

this time i really think my result will be affected because of band

musart also have changed alot
not the same as last time already

everytime i think about all this i want to give up..
i will be a more free person

but than when i think about how much i have gone through
all this time i have been working hard
to practice
all my efforts will be wasted

i feel that its too much to give up..
really
and i will be left with nothing...

this is hard

nvm i will see how things go

2007-07-16T07:03:00.000-07:00

Tips for proper sleep

Wind down for the night at least 30 to 60 minutes before bed.
Reduce caffeine and tobacco use late in the day.
Limit or avoid alcohol before bedtime. While a glass of wine or a beer may be

helpful for some individuals, excessive alcohol has a tendency to get you to sleep, but then interrupts sleep throughout the night.
Exercise late in the afternoon or early evening can help, but do no major exercise (except for sexual activity) any less than 2 hours before going to bed.
Relax before bed. Light stretching, a warm shower or bath, or any other activity that you find relaxing, may be helpful.
Have a light carbohydrate or dairy snack before bedtime but avoid chocolate or sugar. In small quantities, sometimes eating something prior to bedtime can help. A bottle of milk puts a baby to sleep; the same principle can work for adults.
Avoid drinking large amounts of fluid late in the day. A full bladder can interfere with sleep.
Do not have a visible bedroom clock. "Clock watching" often intensifies insomnia. Turn the clock face away from you or put it in a drawer.
. Sunday through Thursday evenings, as often as possible, try to get to bed on the same day you got up. This means being in bed by midnight. Research indicates that if you sleep on a schedule that allows you to be awake by early morning, you will perform better.
On Friday and Saturday nights, try to extend your wake hours by no more than a couple of hours. The more off cycle you get, the harder it is to get back on cycle and stay rested and alert.
If you experience a large number of distressing thoughts when you are trying to fall asleep, try setting up a thinking time during your daytime hours. Pick a 20 to 60 minute period when you can focus on the types of thoughts that come to you when you are trying to fall asleep. When these thoughts come to mind as you are trying to fall asleep, dismiss them and remind yourself that you will deal with them during "thinking time." If this does not work, keep a pad of paper by your bed so you can "download" your thoughts to reconsider the next day. After a good night's rest, you will think and resolve those concerns better.
If you are dealing with a severe crisis or you are under extreme pressures, there are some non-addicting sleep medications that can be provided for short periods of time by a university physician. Consider a consultation with a physician. Sleep difficulties can also be caused by other physical or mental health concerns such as depression. If you are having difficulty managing sleep patterns by yourself, you may want to consider discussing your concerns with a counsellor.
Before going to bed wash your feet. Sometimes before sleep put your feet in hot water for sometime. This will induce sleep early and it may be deep sleep.
A mild activity in the evening triggers the need for rest resulting in quick and good sleep. Sleep is the therapeutic .When we sleep we give nature a chance to do its normalizing, harmonizing and balancing work, without interference form our conscious mind.

2007-07-09T20:44:00.000-07:00

i have been reading my previous post

my english sucks

2007-06-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

haven been blogging for a very long time...

again so many things have happened...

Lets see

firstly was Osaka....

the trip was truly enjoyable..
esp the girls school that i visited...

gave me motivation to continue again..
but i dun know for how long..

came back to singapore
my father told me that my grandfather passed away...
i will miss him..
i dint even have time to unpack my luggage..

after that was shuqun concert..
not to bad
quite fun
except that YZ was there
fractured his thumb
take care

anyway here are some photos

the most popular girl that day haha

the lovely oboist...the one on the left bought a $10000 oboe

2 power pack oboist

Double reed section. Btw all of them are good!!

2007-06-08T19:43:00.000-07:00

thank you everyone for the presents any cakes!!
i really enjoyed this birthday one of the most unforgettable
thanks!

thank you 1B21 girls
love the
movie
cakes
the Tasmania
radio
and of coz the MAKAN!!
haha

Thank you xue jia
for celebrating during office
that one was really unexpected
haha

thank you Sumo and Guys
i the banana cake was nice
but the chocolate was nicer
really appreciate
even though i dun always come to band
thank you

lastly
thank you Hidayat, Sue and haidar
i love the eye massager
and the egg lava
damm cool
hahaha
thank you guys

so many ppl celebrate my bday
going to be stressed when yours come..
hahah

but still
THANK YOU EVERYONE

2007-06-02T09:53:00.001-07:00

finally decided to blog after so long

quite alot of things happening

itp
ndp
japan!!!!
fyp proposal
my birthday is in 5 days
19 years old
so fast cant imagine sia

is many things happening
not easy to management
but its ok

it will be over soon

some of the things that happened

after watching phantom
quite high positi

during the musical performance

outing with hidayat they all

2007-06-02T09:53:00.000-07:00

2007-05-12T20:06:00.000-07:00

atachment 3 wks already
not too bad starting to get use to it

quite nice actually

i have been playing oboe for almost 7 years
what have i gained?

the only thing i think i have gain is 10kg...
hahah

oboe oboe oboe

everytime also oboe
not sian meh??

really
music is not for everyone

2007-04-30T09:02:00.000-07:00

today went out w hidayat they all to imm for a while

cannot believe i met so many past shuqun people

reall so many leh!!
i can believe myself

ok first

jia xian they all and my sister at toh guan there eating and celebrating birthday

than met gumuta eating after walking a few steps at the same coffee shop

than meet yi xue
eating also

the funny thing is all from shuqun band but all eating at separate tables
nvm

ok than i continued walking towards home

sue suggested taking bus

and i met jia ying
waa jia ying leh
i haven seen her for a very very long time

oh shes from shuqun primary

also my fault not talking to her at msn
SOrryy

after that when to the prata shop near my house there
saw peiling yeow ming and yu qi they all
was gerald birthday
happy birthday

ok after than went to esso and i met shandy and ming wei
they told me they were went to watch spiderman
they said it was ok
nvm watching tml

today is like unexpected shuqun reunion day like that
haha

feels homely
really

i can remember those days
no need to care what to wear
slping during maths class
ss and history lecture
the best was f&n class
so many girls and only 2 guys including me la
waaaaaaa
so nice
haha

even in sqs pri
going to mac first b4 going home
everyday from pri6
haah
think thats when i become fat
chester
jiaying
joyce
ken
jj

really to kp in contact w you guys soon

ya

after thinking about this

i think i never regret going to all the shuqus

the best 10 years of my life

another random picture
i think i really look good if my face cannot be seen or is covered
hiaz
so sad

but nvm
coz some people look ugly even when their face is totally covered
HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

2007-04-29T09:26:00.000-07:00

attachment started 1wk alr

not too bad
just that i have to wake 730 in the morning to walk to chinese garden mrt
than take to paya layba than take a bus after that than walk again to my work place

sometimes maybe abit late
i start work at 10

wa lao
wat not too bad

very bad ar !!

i dunno how i can get use to it

and can get really boring sometimes

doing some websites now

maybe doing some design soon

not very sure now

aiya slowly la

see how

i took this near my house
haha

pls take english lesson hor

2007-04-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

this year syf..

haven actually heard any of the bands

but alot of people is damm damm strict because only one of the judge is local

i really really hope shuqun can get back the gold..
plssss

any way my sue help me do this

thanks

i look like spiderman

yess!!

2007-04-09T10:24:00.000-07:00

to all korean drama fans

this is the funniest thing that i have ever watch

if you pay attention, you will notice they just use the same words korean drama always use

HAHAHAHA

pay attention to the subtitles and what the people are saying
you will laugh

Esp 1

esp2

esp3

last esp

2007-04-08T09:09:00.000-07:00

i have been watching this video the past few days

one of the comments said "his so old and frail but still can play with so much power"

i really agree

btw

musart having beautiful Sunday this coming sunday

come early to get good seats at 215pm @esplanade

sometimes i am just a bastard
i know and some of you may also agree w this

but one thing is i really dun mean this for this to happen
i just cant handle some situations at times
coz its though to make decisions sometimes
and whatever decision you make
one side will be unhappy

but one thing for sure is that
i will never forget you guys
i will always think of all the good times we had

you may think i am just trying to cock

i am really sorry for all shit i did
i dun mean it at all

2007-04-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

went to help my mother at her stall today

tog w 2 of my aunty
wa lao damm tired i tell you

this was like the first time i help her

they have one of the moat wide range of dishes

so much preparation
so little time

most of the time they are just preparing the dishes

the actual selling part is awhile one

but is still very tough

slpy

2007-04-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

this is my cani assignment
we had to shorten the thing to 1min
it was actually 3 mins long

i still liked the 3 min one
more understandable

but than the file is also too big to upload
so just watch

2007-03-28T10:33:00.000-07:00

sorry everybody for not updating for so long

coz i cannot access my blog coz of some bloody singnet problem

but is fixed now and i can continue to post things to my blog

YEAH

but than i have nothing to post now

so

sorry

hahah

2007-03-14T11:51:00.001-07:00

this is so nice

2007-03-01T02:09:00.001-08:00

this is damm funny!

2007-02-28T11:14:00.000-08:00

wa i forget i still have somemore photo in my hp

they say i look like spider man
but i feel like i shitting like that
oh..i broke the brick there
haha.. too heavy

everybody also doing this kind of pictures
so i follow lor

Knn! i am not 50% off ok!

at least 80%

clubbing...not used to it
aiya act tao only

btw..that shirt bloody tight
my....things keep popping out

b4 going to band
i think i really put on weight alr

so sad

wa dint noe uploading can be fun
next time i will upload more

2007-02-27T10:06:00.000-08:00

got nth to do..

so decided to post some pictures i kept for a long time

botak days

song bo!!! hahha hope he dun see this
(the flower pants is me)

wa i really hope he dun see this
he will kill me ahah
(that is my hand)

kua lan jiao la haha

my face was better last time.. sad

so different last time

aCt CuTe

another aCt CuTe

the day my swap got stuck in my oboe
haha
i will never forget that day

the very good times... i will never forget them

cannot believe i got so few of our photo
need to get more frm jiawei OK ?
btw... the one beside Bai is Dustin

gay

blur

steady group members

everyday do assginment until like that

always want to show his "mouse" haha nb

cani assignment the hands and legs abit off

cani assignment

vidp assignment

hahah i feel like doing a portfolio here
next time got interview can show them my blog

cant believe assignment over i am still talking about my assignments
haha
i am going crazy

my face last time like better sia

now...all the shit comming out haha

gay face

suck

and suck

and suck... to cover that double chin
so sad haha
must resort to this kind of things to hide our fats

hope i can be like that one day

hahahahahaha

after looking at so many pictures..
i can only look ok when
~i am far far away and very small
~or my face is blur
cb! haha

i feel that actually small eyes big nose not that bad after all
thats me
nothing i can do about it
i can only be myself
everyone else is taken

uploading pictures ins fun
ill upload more when i have somemore

2007-02-27T09:27:00.000-08:00

i finally realise

finally

2007-02-19T11:22:00.000-08:00

steamboat at father side
dun seem to be able to communicate w them
but the food
i dunno how my malay side aunty do it
but her chicken is the best
the chilli is not that spicy
the meat is quite tough
not like those kind you eat chicken rice
soft like jelly like that
wa
i feel like eating now

mother side however not steamboat
coz she say this year fish very ex
abit sad coz i also loved her steam boat
and can sit down eat slowly enjoy the food
so just eat normal rice lor
also nice
haha
the abalone also more this year
shiok sia

before that
few days ago
went clubbing
for the FIRST time

at first quite boring
than started to dance
not bad
quite fun

i should not have worn that bloody tight shirt that day
nvm i will never wear that again
so tight you know
hah

ok la
but i dun think i will be going anytime soon

got itp
sp band
musart concerts coming soon
sqs alumni planning concert

hah

my no life Life is coming back

2007-02-13T21:26:00.000-08:00

finally holidays
so happy

no more assignments
for now la

now must concentrate on losing weight
project hanxian
hah

and oboe
better start to practice more

just come back from swimming.
feel so refresh
haha
but haven bathe yet
still smell of chlorine

looking forward to ADD
never go b4
hope is fun

bye

2007-02-05T19:03:00.000-08:00

tuesday

just woke up

decide to blog

finally finished vefx

no more assignment until fyp
yes!!!!!!!

damm happy
feel so free

2007-01-27T04:46:00.000-08:00

finally, i have time to update my blog after all these assignment...

all my assignments (except VEFX) are completed..
i feel so relieved....hope i can get good grades for them...,
hope only la

actually i really wan to thank Huiling Nico and Shuping
thank you for staying together in the same grp for this past 2 sem
i really learn alot frm you all
like how to manage a grp
you guys are really the best grp mates i work with
actually i am quite proud of our grp
we really went through alot of shit during assignments
see us rushing for assignments
or sometimes just sitting down thinking of ideas
i appreciate all ur hard work
thank you very much

anyway...i thought to myself, what have i done this pass sem?

lets start frm the last one

Vefx assignment 3
MUMI assignment 2
CANI assignment 2
IWED assignment 2

than i got lots tests (MLP MUMI)

MUMI assignment 1
FILMING!!!
DEUI assignment 2 (part2)
Duei assignment 2(part1)
Iwed assignment 1
Deui assignment 1
VEFX assignment 1

these were more or less the assignments i did
quite alot i feel but i still could handle
like wat jeremy and adrian told me

working life will be worst
which i think is quite true

but this sem was really very hectic
really need to have good time management
with all the band also
not easy to handle

but during this period
i learn sth...
sometimes we have to be independent

at the past i had friends all around me
everywhere i go i always had friends everywhere
not that friends are not impt to me any more
they are still very very impt ppl to me

but sometimes i feel that we have to do more impt things
like assignments and studying
friend will still be there

this past sem i did spent quite abit if time alone

at first... it was fuckup
the feeling was like shit
you got no one to tok to
it was quite lonely

but i also got time to reflect on myself
thinking what i have done that past day la
what i should have not done
what i should have done
i think is quite important
will you think of such things when you are with all ur friends?

but than again i cannot always be alone la
thats loner already
haha

haiz...again i think i tok to much

but this 2 sem really taught me alot of things
so many things changed in just this 2 sem
need to learn to grow up already....

2007-01-07T09:18:00.000-08:00

here to blog again
ok
md concert is 1 wk for now
suddenly i feel that i really need to play well for this concert
so many ppl coming to watch
some i think have quite high expectation for us
ya
i think i also should stop fooling around for awhile
btr concentrate more for this concert

than after this i can concentrate on assignments
must at least get 3..
hopefully
so many fucking assignment leh
is not those they give you one by one
than you finish one by one
is they throw all the shit at you
than you plan urself
really need heavy planning
hiaz... really very hard to cope
i cant concentrate some times
coz i dunno which assignment to do first

and also need to ask teacher if i can go for japan trip
but got feeling that sch wornt approve
somemore this itp is teacher recommend of us one
hiaz

wed meeting soon keat for swimming

this few days i have been starting to swim
i wonder if i can slim down
my mother say can
but some say only can built muscles

i choose to believe my mother
haaha

md md md md md
i better start playing well
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
yes i can
haha

nonsence

2006-12-28T11:39:00.000-08:00

okok...

after looking at all my previous post... i am not going to talk complain about my reed anymore

is not the reed but the player

wa lao is 4 in the morning and i am blogging

tml meeting my grp to do cani...

at night still got band

hiaz so sian no life

seriously if there is a "no life" club in sp i will sure be the president there ...

went to spgg yesterday
one of the cheapest place to bowl
but the arcade sucks there some of the buttons there

anyone wan to bowl?

2006-12-13T19:51:00.000-08:00

yesterday was sp band pract...i did something quite zei ark...lao ban was going through star wars then there was this pick up where the start was a grace note...

actually is there were quite a few instruments that need to play that grace note, alto tenor sax i think eupho also have...
lao ban when through that qutie a few times until i think he abit pek cek than he said" only the oboe play the grace note" the rest dun play...

and my first reaction was to laugh...wa lao damm cek ark rite ??

but i only jking la...i really din mean it...

sorry guys if i hurt anyone...

2006-12-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

finally.. my tag board is up
after so long

anyway
i have only one reed now
1! one only
my precious
hha

haiz now nust care more abt assignments

iwed
cani
vefx
mlp
deui

abit only wat scared wat hahha

2006-11-18T06:45:00.000-08:00

i was looking at my last post...haha

wa lao... so emo... hahah

ok la...oboe actually not that bad la...

is just that i am too tired many form so many band pract
and must always practice and must always make sure have reeds which i always dont hiaz....tiring sia...

anyway

haidar and hidayat come to my house yesterday...spent the whole night talking... so fun.. never talk to them for so long...i miss those times man...after that went for mac breakfast....wa ordered big breakfast + sussage macmuffin + 2 extra meat patties...steady la...haha...

need to start on mlp and cani alr... plus vefx production on wed and fri... good luck man

2006-10-29T09:35:00.000-08:00

bloody tagboard

at least not so irritating already

haven been blogging for awhile

nth much happen..assignments assignments assignments
is just part of our course

my new class is scary....i feel stress when we all are in calss...they all look so smart...

my oboe is starting to drop i btr buck up

again got so many concerts coming up

alumni
MD
musart

AND I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! I AM TOO HEAVY! FUCK LA

2006-10-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

i just did one of the most f***ed up thing in my whole life and i dont even dare to face it

i am sorry... (even thiugh i know its useless saying this)

2006-08-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

i was surfing mini clips when i came across this game

Black Knight

The King has created a new way of getting taxes from his people.

Play this free game now!!

i tell you its damm fun.. i spent almost 3 to 4 hours playing it...
and i cant get pass lvl 11... damm tulan

enjoy

anyway i just agree with my aunty to help her work. its some data logging thing.. i think not too difficult ba... but for only 2 weeks... yess finally got money alr !! haha

2006-08-27T12:37:00.000-07:00

SHIT!

i just looked at my yr1 and 2 ibm pictures

I became fatter already much fatter

SHIT!!! i need to start lose to weight

so all the people out there, pls dun temp me....ok after this coming sake session

hahah

i cannot look too fat for this MD concert...haiyo

2006-08-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

when to pula ubin today for cycling session w yj stella ah bass yvonne

enjoyed myself alot esp the wind blowing towards ur face when you go down the slope waaaa shiok man!!!!

i also like the air there, very refreshing. you can really feel peaceful and calm there. i think i should go there more often instead of the aircon rooms and staring in front of the computer the whole day. actually i start to feel sick of using the computer nowadays. i can still remember the editing period, must edit 4 sequence when other people only have to edit 1

the mac was so bloody big and the cpu was so far away that if you plug ur earpiece inside, you have to strech ur bloody head to listen to the audio.
and the place is so cold, even for a fat person like me.
the aircon wind is really blowing directly at your face i remember i tried sleeping there and when i woke up, i think i got slight fever... KNN!

wa i really think i hate that place ALOT
dmmt students please do not go there if you are looking for a place to slack

ooookkkk back to ubin

as i was saying you have no worries no troubles in there life seems so simple
you wake up, feed ur pets grow plants and thats it! nothing more you can do...haha
i love the kumpong feeling
if i can choose a house to live in, i will choose a kumpong, but without the smelly toilet and "oulu" feeling.. other than that, its perfect
imagine the chicken wake you up in the morning the fresh air the cool breeze, than you brush teeth at the pail where you must pump water from that "thing" than eat bread and with kaya and butter.
after that you go outside and play marbles with your neighbour..than after that you go to ur nieghbour house and watch tv ....WAAAAA steady rite ??but look at now

i wake up in the morning, turn on my com, watch some anime if there is
play some silkroad then for the next 1 to 2 hr, just stare at other people nicks on msn (i really do that sometimes) and guess how are they feeling ... thats it no more. maybe watch some tv (btw i dont own SCV which makes it worst) WA LAO EH !!!
you call this life??

my exams are over!! FINALLY i have been waiting this day for so long

but the holidays are only 1 month wa lao eh... sp really fucked up... make us chiong like siao than give us so little break

sp band pract going to resume next tues... not so looking forward to it...

bbye

2006-08-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

too lazy to study tbcm today so i decided to watch something on you tube again...

and you know watched ??

Beauty and The Beast... the show is damm nice man... some one uploaded the whole movie but is split into 9 parts so abit hard to concentrate.. so if theres anyone there whos very bored.. go watch that..

here is the first part

2006-08-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

yesss... i changed my blog skin

like this design..

i cannot believe i am doing this when i have mmpj exam tml

aiya lazy to study la

think i should change my text to another colour

abit too confusing to read already

or should i just keep it to white?

aiya... not a big problem i better stop and go back and revise my mmpj

2006-08-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

assignments are OVER!! yes

2006-07-23T09:23:00.001-07:00

haven been blogging for a while

alots of assignments
mmmi
vidp
mmas
tbcm

quite heavy but hopefully can cope

ibm concert national day performance and beautiful sunday lots for things plan for me

haha at least its keeping me busy insatead of slacking at home...

2006-07-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

bloody lecturer qwek! accusing me for copying during test go and die la....

2006-06-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

back frm ibm camp

starting to get tired alr

2006-06-08T20:19:00.000-07:00

Thank you!

really really very happy man!

Qiu Hui Huiling HH Amy XueJia Shuping

this was one of my best birthday present i've had....

thank you all of you er xin gui

Xie Xie ni men!

Think i no need to go into details la hor...

abit gayish la hahaha...i know, you know, we all know can le rite?

definetly something unforgetable for me

once again....thank you very very much...i really appreaciate it alot

love you all lots lots =)

2006-06-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

good luck assignments
i'll do my best

band band band band band band band band
band band band band band band band band

2006-05-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

okok i shall update my blog...
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nth much leh...haha

okbye

2006-05-07T09:22:00.000-07:00

nothing much to blog abt
only want to say one thing
everything is so fucked up now

2006-04-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

my high A sucks cb!

trying to be less harsh more sweet

trying to find an oboe teacher

wan to get another reed but is fucking ex la

sch starting tml..hope its a good sem

2006-03-28T10:44:00.000-08:00

i am packed man!! haha

untiy concert
national band com
concert musart in vch
Sedwen
IBM
beautiful sunday
MD

haha... my whole year has been filled..steady la....wa lao eh i kp saying hhahahah..dun care

had band today...ok la...

i think we should meet up more right guys?? Instead of staying at home and play dota all day...hahah sian la..

swimming, makan, mahjong band... and movie ai still haven go yet leh....

see got so many things to do.....haha

wa teresa reall DAMM chio....but still hope Geredine (MY SEC CALSSMATE)hahah can win.....hahaha

okbye

2006-03-17T08:00:00.000-08:00

musart or sqs?

came back from unity today....i relised i cannot project when i am playing e.h sian....time to prcatice brenden...

decided to take 333 back home today a long ride than i was suddenly thinking of band life during sec sch...i can still rem during tuning how scared everyone is...
"what is that shit tone!"
"like sai like that!"

hahaha so damm scary....

than there would be band camp where we wil share ghost stories...and do props for concert...those were the time...

everybody have to play well and after a while we can rem the whole piece or even other ppl's parts....hahah

those were the times...

2006-03-15T08:53:00.000-08:00

7 ppl 4 spring chicken....7 plates of rice.....best!

2006-03-14T08:27:00.000-08:00

just ended band today...not bad..brandon became the new student conductor..congrats to him...haha

anyway my purpose is to apologize to xuejia...for not adding her....Sorry XueJia...i tought i alreaady have her link already....i really tought i have already....sorry...

anyway her link is just below QiuHui....pls drop by to take a look at her blog (which she designed herself)

sorry XueJia.... : (

2006-03-11T12:46:00.000-08:00

its 445 am in the morning and i am forced to watch golf on ch 5... just cant get to slp...

was suddenly thinking of so many things...band, band, band.....

for the past 6 years, my life revolves a piece of wood with some metal on it, a few piece a paper
and a stand....

than i ask myself..is it worth it ???

my answer is always the same...YES!! hahahahah

but other than that i actually dont really have a life...mahjong, dota, slp ,eat computer thats all...

feel so sian suddenly..maybe is because of holiday...suddenly thinking of so many things...

i hate thinink about so many things...u suddenly start thinking about ur friends and how you have treated them...than you think about them...than you ask urself...

"are you treating them right?"

"do they deserve this kind of treatment from you?"

"do YOU deserve this kind of treatment form them?"

after a very long thought i came with this conclusion....

you can NEVER make everyone happy...but even though you can't you HAVE to try...
because how you treat them, they will most likely treat you back the same way....

i think i must toking crap alr coz its now 503am.....

think i better stop toking alr...hahaha...siao ting thong

2006-03-10T10:42:00.000-08:00

finally found a game better than dota...gunbound..

hahahahahahahahhah

2006-03-06T01:32:00.000-08:00

haha....damm exciting man..
today had the chance to crash into NJC with the help of Shermain

all started this morning at 6 am...i woke up ard 6 am this morning got ready...

can you believe that i wore my pe t shirt and shorts there?? coz i dont have my uniform alr ...sia la.. lucky my father send me there....

heng ar if not inside the bus sure malu like siao...t

han i meet yj and shermain at the front gate at abt 7 like that...yj brought a dark blue pants for me so i was offically an acsi student...hahaha

went to change into it and theyy were damm loose man...going to fall of anytime... than slack ard the sch canteen for abt 10mins than went to the band room..which was the main aim of this crashing...

when we were outside the band room i was damm bloody scared la..i was posing as an acsi student leh...haha.. what if got any band members frm acsi how ??

there were 2 oboist there one girl and one boy... the boy was from acsi..

wa SIAN really got acsi student and some more is an OBOIST!!!..#$%^^%#%^$#%^#

so the girl asked me "where are you frm ar ?" i told her acsi....

"ai than you should know melvin wat!" (btw his name was melvin)

shit shit kena owned la...at that time i really kena owned like siao....

okok nvm...so we sit in and i explain that i never join acsi band there...so i dont know who is melvin ...

"oooh ok"

at that moment i tot everything ok alr...

than melvin ask me sth again..

"okok since you are frm acsi let me test you something abt acsi,
name me a teacher and tell me who is ur form teacher" at that time i can tell he doseint believe that i am from there le la..

wa lao eh! can you believe that! total ownage!!

actually i wanted to say Mr Tan or sth....but i think sure cannot alr la...if he continue to ask also no point..i just will be digging a deeper grave...

so i gave away myself..i told him that i was a crasher ( SIAN LA) and i am not frm acsi....
okok nvm nvm..i tot everything over alr....

cb! still got somemore

"so tell us which school were you from??"
i told them i from shuqun sec...

"so now you in acjc alr la"
i suddenly remembered that i was wearing the darl blue pants...shit!!!

i really got nothing to say...so i just said "yes"

"so you should know that girl over there la " than they point to dunno wat ger playing eupho i think..

i was kena owned again....i gave the same stupid reason that i also never join the band there..

by that time i was quite sian alr la...i really dun wan to answer any of their questions...

the oboe and reed was not too bad nice to play...

we continue with tuning and we went to the parade square to play the national anthem and their collage anthem...steady leh...the band play the national athem every morning...

lucky the song not that fast can catch up...if not kena owned again..haha...

than we went back into the band room to keep the instruments..

after that went to the hall for briefing for almost 3 hrs...siao....on school conduct and subjects combi...wa i see also can die ar...dunno wawt H1 H2 H3 so many different types of choices for you to choose...

than slack at tha sports complex until shermain and her friend than when to watch big mama's house (not too bad)

...and i finally came home!!

definetly one of the most memorable days i have....hahah

2006-03-04T09:09:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just feel so lonely...
even though i have so many good friends around me all the time...
i can just feel that loneliness inside me...
everyday i come home do the same thing play the same song...
its just so boring...
hiiiiiaaaaaaaa...

need to find something else to do alr..

2006-03-02T06:25:00.000-08:00

whooo...haven been blogging for a very very long time.....hahah

almost for one whole sem....anyway...alot of things happened...
maybe just write down some of the major things that happened..

MD concert
GDIT assignment
MORG Assignment...
webp assignment..
Exams...
finally everythings over..

this sem was really a tough one for me...for my classmates also..no slp for almost 3 weeks....hhaa
damm hoing...now everything is finally over...i felt that everything was worth it...haha..

well after this sem i felt that knew my classmates better...finally!!! hahah...
i really really hope i can be in the same calss as them next sem...now that i know them btr...hopfully we can work even btr...haha

Jeremy
Huiling
ShuPing
XueJia
Amy
QiuHui
Nico

pls pls pls....can you all be in the same calss as me ?? haha..

hiaz....

but still not forgeting every single of my bandfriends...HAHAH!!!

JiaWei
Sumo
SaiHow
Cindy
SorZai
Rebeca
XiaoBai
YuanJun
HanXian

...haiz...sorry for not acc you all the past few months...really busy with assignmens...
sorry..
but i hope this holiday can be better....haha...i really lack of mahjong alr....haha...

ok la...dun wan to lo so alr...if not like gay like that...haha...

bb....

2006-01-04T09:43:00.000-08:00

New Year Resolution:

Lesser vulgarities.
Stop disturbing ppl
Friendlyerr
Better Results

is hard but ill try.....

2005-12-29T08:20:00.000-08:00

just finished band camp

learnt many things